ROADTRIP TO CAGWAIT BEACH!

I get anxious a lot nowadays. I could only dream of the good times I had last year. One of them was my family's trip to Cagwait Beach in Surigao del Sur. It will take about five hours to get there from my hometown according to Google Maps but our family took time to travel back and forth for days!

The world is going through so much. I'm hoping it will heal soon. I'm always fighting the daydream that the current situation may still get worse. The future seems so out of reach right now. There are so many things I want to do but can't. Looking back, I wish I made the most out of every passing moment. Not that I didn't but as I'm reflecting now, I'm just not that sure if I did. 

Here are a few shots I took along our way to Cagwait Beach. :-)

We drove in a private car and Google Maps served us our guide (always have and it got us to places).  I miss travelling during the holidays.

We stayed for a night in a resort when we arrived at the beach. It was packed! I don't like crowded places and that's why I enjoyed the beach early in the morning. I love it when I get to witness the moon and the sun meet in that specific time of the day. The morning light made everything more surreal and beautiful.

Currently, it is so hard to stay positive. Sometimes, I unhealthily drown in my thoughts. I find ways to keep myself distracted - one of them is playing PC games. I feel guilty most of the time that I could escape the reality of my fears even just for a while. We do what we think is okay to mentally cope with this situation.

I'm enjoying my breakfast as I'm putting this together. My parents and I woke up okay today and for that I'm grateful. I can't bring myself to share anything until this morning. I hope you are well wherever you are. This too shall pass, right? I hope so.